mattesque's Diaryland Diary

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07.07.2004 - 000000
06.29.2004 - daily show
06.27.2004 - -
06.27.2004 - -
05.21.2004 - you ain't machines and you ain't land
05.03.2004 - we grab the mic and walk the street
05.02.2004 - i wann go back to sleep
05.01.2004 - blah blah test
04.29.2004 - teeth grinding
04.27.2004 - keep it on the low
04.08.2004 - seems like the small things
04.01.2004 - ping pong
03.30.2004 - clock ticking
03.23.2004 - 2 way monalogue
03.10.2004 - game over
03.07.2004 - with words that rhyme
03.06.2004 - my old friend
03.04.2004 - i've counted out the days
03.02.2004 - i see a darkness
02.24.2004 - --------------
02.21.2004 - old world underground
02.19.2004 - parrallel lines move so fast
02.15.2004 - and we'll all float on
02.10.2004 - if i could make a list
02.07.2004 - no music i just got up
02.07.2004 - and i am doing the best that i can
02.05.2004 - \"Used to be one of the rotten ones And I liked you for that
01.29.2004 - just cause you feel it
01.25.2004 - freaking out that we're running out of time
01.22.2004 - the monkeybars you feel from
01.18.2004 - how i miss your ranting
01.12.2004 - nobody want's to fight me like you do
01.07.2004 - the hardest button to button
12.26.2003 - -
12.19.2003 - check the oxygen tanks
12.19.2003 - like a sound we didn't notice
12.18.2003 - we saw the western coast
12.11.2003 - computers humming
12.01.2003 - ------------
11.15.2003 - no music yet
11.15.2003 - broken social scene
11.13.2003 - no title
11.12.2003 - comics for sale
10.29.2003 - uber-zone-one
10.28.2003 - hmmmmm (i have a lot of fans in my room)
10.26.2003 - techno from the gamecube.
10.20.2003 - happy nintendo music
10.07.2003 - as long as you're gone i can't apologize
10.06.2003 - So now I think I'm tangled up
10.03.2003 - i want to call requests through heating vents
09.29.2003 - make a sad make a sad make a sad sad song
09.18.2003 - a darker grey is breaking through a lighter one
09.04.2003 - before we say goodnight
09.03.2003 - from a head full of pressure
08.25.2003 - bloop bloop psquue
08.22.2003 - --------------------------
08.21.2003 - packed a change of clothes
08.11.2003 - the part of the day i can not sleep away
07.20.2003 - office noises
06.20.2003 - --
07.01.2003 - the knife song
06.29.2003 - go west young man
06.24.2003 - book
06.24.2003 - Everyone's afraid of their own life
06.11.2003 - let's push things forward
06.01.2003 - we've known it all along
05.26.2003 - it's been a long time running
05.23.2003 - (songs i can't talk about)
05.22.2003 - bigger then the beattles
05.13.2003 - this is a sad fucking song
05.03.2003 - to much money to much time
04.28.2003 - click click song song
04.26.2003 - and if you say run
04.23.2003 - so good here in paris
04.16.2003 - my father's name is art and my name is pride
04.12.2003 - ====
03.31.2003 - tv and the heater on high
03.30.2003 - sold you out for gold
03.27.2003 - march of death
03.23.2003 - nothing much
03.11.2003 - office noises
03.10.2003 - i reach out from the inside
03.10.2003 - the sound of me screaming in my head
03.06.2003 - as we pull up in our brand new used car
03.03.2003 - feel like carolina
02.27.2003 - have you forgotten
02.26.2003 - ----
02.21.2003 - not sleeping
02.16.2003 - avril 14th to walk home
02.13.2003 - the daily show
02.11.2003 - looked out on frozen farmhouse landscapes
02.10.2003 - fridge hum
02.05.2003 - for a test drive down michigan ave
02.03.2003 - one more hour
01.26.2003 - walking backwards to the place i come from
01.23.2003 - bing (happy mac noise)
01.20.2003 - follow the sun, and the moon and the seven sea
01.11.2003 - and it's calling for you
01.08.2003 - and nothing else matters
01.08.2003 - baseball chanting
01.07.2003 - i found a place where it feels alright
01.06.2003 - do you remember what the music ment
12.31.2002 - do you remember when
12.24.2002 - perpetuum mobile
12.20.2002 - i hate to bring you down but it's to late
12.18.2002 - i know it's kinda late but i just had to call
12.17.2002 - i must be one of devil's daughters
12.16.2002 - air a danser
12.15.2002 - tamaras gonna make me strong
12.15.2002 - rip pico
12.14.2002 - pico rip
12.13.2002 - no music
12.12.2002 - and to think of them just makes you feel nice
12.12.2002 - office work noises
12.11.2002 - workness
12.10.2002 - punch me harder, make me feel it
12.10.2002 - mohaa sounds
12.09.2002 - me grinding my teeth
12.09.2002 - i'm so tired i did it again
12.08.2002 - bad tv ad
12.07.2002 - hum of the heater
12.06.2002 - me still waking up
12.06.2002 - sing me a story i haven't hear yet
12.04.2002 - a hard rains gonna fall
12.02.2002 - that's when friends were nice
12.01.2002 - simpsons theme
11.30.2002 - redbull circle of balance videos
11.29.2002 - drums of death yall
11.29.2002 - still nothing
11.29.2002 - nothing
11.28.2002 - used cars
11.28.2002 - panama
11.28.2002 - sail away with me
11.27.2002 - typing and video games
11.26.2002 - just a twirling her batton
11.25.2002 - from the town of lincoln nebraska
11.25.2002 - Ca Plane Pour Moi
11.25.2002 - reboot
11.24.2002 - oh where you going for the 250th time
11.21.2002 - you know you're right
11.21.2002 - you better watch your soul it'll leave you like a hundred bucks
11.19.2002 - rain and tv
11.19.2002 - machine gun noises from behind me
11.18.2002 - tv
11.18.2002 - misc office noises
11.17.2002 - never ending math equation
11.11.2002 - the sound your ear makes when it hasn't popped for 2 days
11.08.2002 - avril 14th
11.07.2002 - silence for a bit
11.06.2002 - we once were (two) [yes this song again]
11.06.2002 - the only answer
11.04.2002 - i wanna shoot the whole day down
11.04.2002 - you'll hear them speak it's only monday
11.03.2002 - we once were (two)
11.02.2002 - a song you've never heard
10.31.2002 - greener then grass stains
10.28.2002 - james lavelle dj cd
10.25.2002 - tv
10.24.2002 - and where have they gone
10.24.2002 - tomorrow never comes until it's to late
10.21.2002 - there's evil in swedan
10.16.2002 - i was all geared up and ready to go
10.14.2002 - levi stubbs tears ran down his face
10.11.2002 - one day i'll be on time
10.07.2002 - all the lights are changing red to green
10.07.2002 - it's going to be so quiet in here tonight
10.05.2002 - never going to come back down
10.05.2002 - no music yet
10.04.2002 - stand up and stretch and look for my soul
10.03.2002 - don't call it a come back
08.18.2002 - the end
08.12.2002 - grinding teeth
08.09.2002 - one ring to rule them all...
08.08.2002 - picastro (i can't tell the words cause she mumbles)
08.06.2002 - throw it all away want a holiday
08.05.2002 - avg luck charm
08.05.2002 - you quiver like a candle on fire
08.05.2002 - sortly it'll be the etnies video
08.03.2002 - cars
08.03.2002 - silence
07.31.2002 - video games
07.30.2002 - morning found me on the highway, highway
07.29.2002 - got sunshine in a bag
07.29.2002 - up to my neck in you
07.29.2002 - there she goes again
07.28.2002 - i don't want you to be alone down there, to be alone
07.28.2002 - i wanna go back to sleep
07.26.2002 - 2 characters in search of a country song
07.26.2002 - where the flame turns blue
07.26.2002 - all the dirt you wandered through
07.26.2002 - harder, better, faster, stronger
07.26.2002 - this time this time this time
07.25.2002 - i shut my eyes
07.24.2002 - down from the ceiling
07.24.2002 - mogwai on radio 1
07.24.2002 - nothing
07.24.2002 - yesterday, when i was mad
07.23.2002 - nothing but i wish i came as a rat was making my ears bleed
07.23.2002 - i can't be holding on to what you got
07.22.2002 - marigold
07.22.2002 - d'n'b from the cube over
07.21.2002 - tv business program?
07.18.2002 - car crashes
07.18.2002 - cars and rawk
07.18.2002 - in just a second it'll be the beattles
07.14.2002 - rrrrmmmmm rrrrmmmmmm
07.12.2002 - cars and stuff
07.11.2002 - more vroom vroom
07.11.2002 - vroom vroom
07.10.2002 - car crashes and cop cars
07.09.2002 - no music just work
07.08.2002 - video game music
07.06.2002 - i keep this dog in the back case they get me on the ground and i..
07.06.2002 - some how i don't mind
07.05.2002 - the sounds of various video games
07.03.2002 - jlc songs she was playing me
07.02.2002 - pink moon
07.02.2002 - nothing
07.01.2002 - the phone and the tv
06.29.2002 - rebal without a cause
06.29.2002 - nothing yet
06.27.2002 - nothing just thinking
06.26.2002 - scratching
06.26.2002 - some qotsa song a guy sent me
06.26.2002 - moh:aa
06.25.2002 - don't worry about the dayglo orange lifereserver
06.25.2002 - means sour cream and i like that
06.24.2002 - come as you are as you were
06.24.2002 - tv and phone
06.24.2002 - that's when it all gets blown away
06.24.2002 - not starcraft music
06.24.2002 - try not to breath
06.23.2002 - du duh dun de du dun
06.23.2002 - du duh dun de du dun
06.23.2002 - been thinking alot today
06.23.2002 - i don't believe that it's true
06.23.2002 - i hear the sound of silver strings
06.21.2002 - computer music from the cube next to me
06.21.2002 - dirty boots
06.21.2002 - we're in the age of backwards
06.20.2002 - places i can go
06.19.2002 - how the stars got crossed
06.19.2002 - like a like a like a fucking frisbee
06.18.2002 - the prisoner theme
06.17.2002 - so good to be here in paris
06.17.2002 - same tin and glass
06.15.2002 - difference between what is said
06.15.2002 - just like watching the detectives
06.13.2002 - some athens band
06.12.2002 - inch by inch sit back and watch it go
06.11.2002 - ...cause it's saturday and there's nothing else to do
06.11.2002 - god dam your confussion
06.11.2002 - under a blue sky
06.10.2002 - no music yet
06.10.2002 - oohh auhh oh
06.09.2002 - old spawn cartoon reruns
06.08.2002 - it's nothing but sunshine (i'm gonna be all right)
06.08.2002 - bad r'n'b from the tv
06.06.2002 - typing noises
06.05.2002 - silence before bed
06.05.2002 - something from the other room she's listening to
06.04.2002 - fridge humming
06.04.2002 - the clock ticking
06.03.2002 - her on the phone
06.02.2002 - bad sunday tv
05.31.2002 - this time this time this time this time
05.30.2002 - it's like i told you you'll never be that good.
05.29.2002 - typing and tv
05.29.2002 - picastro - mine
05.28.2002 - i was happier with no mind set
05.28.2002 - empire's march
05.28.2002 - gonna meet a rockstar
05.27.2002 - muchmusicgarbage
05.27.2002 - final fantasy IV music
05.27.2002 - fears i can't ignore
05.26.2002 - my head hitting the pillow
05.26.2002 - heater and tv 2
05.26.2002 - heater and tv
05.24.2002 - back to zero return
05.24.2002 - when i was younger
05.23.2002 - grinding teeth
05.23.2002 - simpsons rerun
05.23.2002 - she moves in mysterious ways
05.21.2002 - tv from the other room
05.21.2002 - spiderman cartoon
05.19.2002 - x-files
05.19.2002 - epic war music
05.17.2002 - penguin cafe orcestra
05.17.2002 - for the midnight train at least
05.16.2002 - your heart felt good, it was dripping pitch and made of wood
05.14.2002 - fjoiafnroegnfirg
05.14.2002 - nothing
05.14.2002 - andy are you goofin on elvis
05.13.2002 - all i need is time
05.11.2002 - there's a feeling that won't leav me alone
05.11.2002 - tlc, the channel not the band
05.11.2002 - open it up when you come back my way
05.10.2002 - furnace noises
05.08.2002 - tv from the other room
05.08.2002 - i was all geared up and ready to go
05.06.2002 - everything, everything will be...
05.06.2002 - mindless tv
05.06.2002 - nothing still
05.06.2002 - nothing
05.05.2002 - tv and rain
05.04.2002 - it rained today, so i'm left wet and cold
05.03.2002 - silence
05.03.2002 - sweet nothing
05.01.2002 - i keep your glasses by the bed
05.01.2002 - maybe if i shut my eyes
04.30.2002 - i'm waking up to us
04.30.2002 - pasta boiling
04.30.2002 - tv
04.29.2002 - tv
04.29.2002 - but i'm gettin over it
04.29.2002 - crazy jazz
04.28.2002 - sounds of packing up
04.27.2002 - it's been awhile for you too
04.27.2002 - it's been awhile for you too
04.24.2002 - techno beats and gun shots
04.24.2002 - me grinding my teeth
04.23.2002 - technoness
04.23.2002 - words to songs i can't pronounce
04.23.2002 - more a/c
04.23.2002 - a/c humming
04.22.2002 - cartoons
04.22.2002 - dinner frying
04.21.2002 - tv
04.21.2002 - open up when you come back my way
04.19.2002 - admit it it's been awhile for you too
04.18.2002 - tv
04.18.2002 - tv
04.18.2002 - it's a dumb song but i'll write it anyway
04.18.2002 - you'll be given love you will be taken care of
03.01.2002 - friday tv aka porn
03.01.2002 - boards of canada
02.28.2002 - my war
02.27.2002 - silence at the moment
02.26.2002 - and the plan
02.26.2002 - freaky clarinet improv
02.26.2002 - silence
02.25.2002 - still silence
02.25.2002 - a short period of silence
02.24.2002 - i need somebody help
02.24.2002 - workin on leavin workin on livin
02.23.2002 - some silence finally
02.22.2002 - the wedge on muchmusic
02.22.2002 - my heart should be well schooled
02.21.2002 - i can't get this sound out of my head
02.21.2002 - i can't get this sound out of my head
02.21.2002 - cover my face with roses cover me head to toe
02.20.2002 - some silence for a change
02.20.2002 - shunned and falsified
02.19.2002 - annoying hum from the heater
02.19.2002 - and silicon chip inside her head gets switched to overload
02.19.2002 - purple rain, purple rain
02.17.2002 - i know i had a choice
02.17.2002 - you got your looks and i got mine
02.17.2002 - when we see a chance to be loved
02.15.2002 - fridays without borders tv
02.15.2002 - up to my neck in you
02.14.2002 - in small degrees
02.14.2002 - i will not be here forever
02.12.2002 - this is a picture of things gone a little out of hand
02.12.2002 - he's not your friend anymore and that's a good thing
02.11.2002 - you ain't got a hold on me
02.11.2002 - thankfully silence
02.10.2002 - wrapped in white sheets like an angel from a bedtime story
02.10.2002 - a greet another door that opens in
02.09.2002 - MBV - Loveless (i don't know what she's saying)
02.08.2002 - the sound of cold
02.08.2002 - you were right when you said...
02.07.2002 - pullman (it's instrumental)
02.06.2002 - tv background
02.06.2002 - tv - buffy rerun
02.05.2002 - and ambitions are low
02.04.2002 - --
02.04.2002 - didn't know where you came from didn't know your name
02.03.2002 - rosasolis
02.03.2002 - ladyhawk on tv
02.02.2002 - plans get more complex
02.01.2002 - time after time after time
02.01.2002 - walk home to an empty house sit around by your self
01.31.2002 - forgiveness by Rachel's
01.31.2002 - tv news
01.31.2002 - misc officey noises
01.31.2002 - alarm noises
01.31.2002 - wish i could keep your little body in metal
01.30.2002 - silence
01.29.2002 - heater hum
01.29.2002 - much music
01.29.2002 - i lost my words and my purpose here
01.29.2002 - and the nights when the livingroom was on the lawn
01.28.2002 - thumping through the walls
01.27.2002 - and i tried to tell you before that's why i left california
01.27.2002 - tv
01.27.2002 - time for a change, seen the luck i've had
01.27.2002 - baby don't worry you know that you got me
01.26.2002 - good enough for you good enough for me
01.25.2002 - ac hum
01.25.2002 - starcraft music
01.24.2002 - come on april, come on april
01.24.2002 - it's to hard for you to let it go
01.24.2002 - apon the rails, among the weeds i had a moment of cerenity
01.24.2002 - i got something to say, i killed a baby today
01.22.2002 - it's a long way to avalon, it's a long way i know
01.22.2002 - could you slip away without him knowing your gone
01.22.2002 - oh you've got the darkest eyes
01.21.2002 - --------
01.20.2002 - clipper
01.20.2002 - clipper
01.20.2002 - it's all mixed up, it's all mixed up
01.20.2002 - i can't believe all the good things you do for me
01.20.2002 - quiet
01.19.2002 - mustang sally
01.19.2002 - you can go outside
01.18.2002 - there's something about us i have to do
01.17.2002 - never been the type to sing all night
01.16.2002 - you won't cry for me twisting around my own head
01.16.2002 - how ever you feel, what ever it takes
01.14.2002 - silence
01.14.2002 - ac hum hum hum
01.14.2002 - it's true love that i want, it's true love that i need
01.13.2002 - i saw you this morning and thought you might like to know
01.13.2002 - splish slplosh splish slplosh
01.12.2002 - takes a certain dedication, a life like this
01.12.2002 - it's not up to you, oh it never was
01.11.2002 - ------------
01.10.2002 - any one who's ever had a heart wouldn't turn around and break it
01.10.2002 - i fought the law and the law won
01.09.2002 - why i cry
01.09.2002 - which will you take if you won't take me
01.09.2002 - which will you take if you won't take me
01.09.2002 - i can't let you be cause your beauty won't allow me
01.08.2002 - when i ran off and left her
01.08.2002 - phones ringing and such
01.08.2002 - i've been waiting all my life
01.08.2002 - so you said goodnight but you ment goodbye
01.07.2002 - when your older your heart turns to ice
01.06.2002 - have you forgotten how to love yourself
01.06.2002 - i don't know what i'm doing here i could be somewhere else
01.06.2002 - hum of the fridge
01.05.2002 - --tv--
01.04.2002 - baby don't worry you know that you got me
01.04.2002 - cold feelings in the night, feelings i just can't fight
01.03.2002 - i don't need a laser beam
01.02.2002 - live... radio transmission...
01.02.2002 - i came clean and i came as a rat
01.01.2002 - ---silence---
01.01.2002 - when i look back apon my life, it's always with a sense of shame