mattesque's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- let's push things forward the days get a little longer. and i see newbies who aren't used to it. maybe not cut out for it. and i'm not a workaholic. maybe you think i am. but i'm not. i can take it or leave it. but long days seem normal. 12 hours at work doesn't make me blink. i leave in the dark and it feels right. i see things i wrote in the middle of the night jobs and it makes a little more sense. and a little less. i'm listening to english hiphop. accnets and faster beats. and hiphop from the midwest. the streets and atmosphere make me want to join in. but i don't have a background. not that i can't do it. but i feel i'm missing something. i don't have the backdrop. not now at least. and this isn't supposed to make sense. this just is. i'm going to finish watching the daily show and go to bed. 11:14 pm - 06.11.2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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