mattesque's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- follow the sun, and the moon and the seven sea some how a week slipped by and i had nothing to say. at least nothing here. it's work work work sleep work phone work sleep work. nothing exciting. some up and some down. nothing compeling me to spill out here. today was a good day. i walked and walked. i got things i needed and looked at things i wanted. i had good news finally about the return of my little ibook. but last time i waited this long it came back broken. that would be fun to get mad about. and i looked at a little pet i want. all curled up and jaggidy. i want to hold it and have it calm all down. and i could afford it some what. i mean it's not out of this world if i saved for a month or two with this work scedual. i just need time. i need time away from the work. i need time to get some things done that nibble in the back of my mind. real writing. real composing. real overhall of my place. i mean that physically not in some metaphorical way. to many piles. even for me. and i'm the king of piles of stuff. so i go to get what sleep i can. i miss reading in bed with her before sleep. i can't wait till we're back together for good. i know when it'll be at least. nothing open ended. and the end is in site. we just don't know where the end ends up. 11:18 pm - 01.20.2003 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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